Atheist who is having a crisis of faith

[emilsein]

So if history has been revised for the Christians then why did they do so little to convince us of it? There's very few secular sources that even mention Christ, why not stack the deck? Wouldn't you just forge the hell out of everything and make claims of dead historians who can't say which is which? So you think all of it's a myth or been changed and exaagerated? WHy did Thalius say there was an event that went dark that day? Is Josephus fake? Why didn't they steck the deck and go even more out of their way to prove the so called Jesus myth? Oh and btw, thanks everybody, this has really been eyeopening and I even stopped jacking off for this, big big deal to me. I'm trying to break through the matrix

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I get that you're calling it myth but most scholars believe that those sources are fair and accurate. It's not a certain the Church influenced it. And they say there was darkness that day.