It's because more recently I have learnt to compartmentalize my emotions more so I am (or at least I feel) emotionally attached and detached at the same time. So I feel like I am 'observing myself' sort of...
And my intellectual and emotional side is kind of intertwined now (well a lot more anyway).
I no longer need a reason to be happy. I need a reason to be unhappy - and I can't find one. It's like my mental state as flipped round. If all the horrible shit that goes on in the world isn't going to make me depressed then I don't know (at least currently) what will...as of late I can't think of anything to worry myself about.
EvF
And my intellectual and emotional side is kind of intertwined now (well a lot more anyway).
I no longer need a reason to be happy. I need a reason to be unhappy - and I can't find one. It's like my mental state as flipped round. If all the horrible shit that goes on in the world isn't going to make me depressed then I don't know (at least currently) what will...as of late I can't think of anything to worry myself about.
EvF