Fair enough, I just tried to imagine what that must be like for you and I can't say I blame you for never wanting to pick up a holy book again. That sort of environment as you describe it would do anybody's head in.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'