(July 25, 2023 at 10:41 am)h4ym4n Wrote:(July 25, 2023 at 10:23 am)WinterHold Wrote: Actually it's not pain; but fatigue. With M.S, your stamina gets depleted just like a meter a cellphone battery; literally.
So you start your day with 85% power. Then it depletes and deplete, you don't feel pain, but your eyelids just drop and you wanna ZzzzZZZ.
That's why I take long time in replying.
Why did your godthing invent MS and why did it think YOU need to suffer with it?
So I get tested: would I help others, be good despite the tiring symptoms and disabling effects; or turn into a desperate demon and pour my frustration and pain on others?
Also, would I be thankful for the blessings I still have -like body, movement, sight, taste-, or defy and be angry and desperate?
Like the difference between a depressed always angry fucker who goes on a killing rampage in a highschool, and a philanthropy enthusiast helping poor people.
M.S, Cancer, disease and misery are there just to make life a test ground for humans: you either turn up good or bad despite the scourge.