Literally the dumbest thing I've ever heard.

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Shell B, I know you mean it well, and I wanted to reply to your post, but I really do not want to spoil the thread by talking about this.
I just want to say that you're right on most of the things you've said.
But I cannot defy myself, nor change this path I'm on. I've taken a vow, and I do not regret anything.
I am capable of thinking in broader terms, but I do so for the sake of empathy. That's all I have to say.

You're right. I'm sorry I went all, "Hey, look at Kilic" and derailed the thread. I still have hope for you, vow or none.

Well, there are factors that you do not take in account, Shell. Things are different here, and ways of thinking, and life are different here.
If I were born in, say, America, I'd have been a different person. Less cynical, more optimistic towards life, perhaps, or just not really caring, or adhering to any particular way of thinking.