Why are you an atheist?

[Cinjin]

I'm not even sure I know what I believe any more. My son asked me today how people got on earth.
I paused for some time ....
and then I told him I didn't know because I didn't want to tell him that I believe in a creator of some sort.

It kinda shook me to my core.
Who am I to put biased unfounded ideas into my little boy's head?
I want him to grow up free of the god paranoia, and since my god requires no worship and only sets the wheels in motion ... why not let him be an atheist if he so chooses?


The whole fucking thing is pointless and stupid. What the fuck difference does it make??? Who cares where we came from!? We get 80 short years on this rock if we're lucky, and spending time indoctrinating ourselves and our kids with unproven ideas is just a huge fucking waste of time and energy. Look at the christians ... even the smart ones look like god damn imbeciles trying to convince people of their magical fairy in the sky.


I guess I'm just god damn sick of having this tired old struggle always sitting in the back of my head. I don't fucking want it anymore.