RE: Help me I'm watching myself die in time/my life is going by as I blink my eyes.
May 10, 2012 at 7:25 pm
(This post was last modified: May 10, 2012 at 7:25 pm by constantgamer247.)
(May 10, 2012 at 2:40 am)Welsh cake Wrote: No. I've embraced the void of oblivion every time I go into a deep dreamless sleep or required sedatives for post-operations. It was marvellous how simple and profound no longer experiencing anything and briefly becoming nothing again was. Time... space... reality... they were all meaningless. The only thing that perplexes me is why did the chaos and error of our existence, our consciousness, come to be in the first instance? Why did those experiences and memories ever have to happen at all is the confusion...
Thank you for your reply.
That is some really good insight. It is probably not going to be as bad as I fear, just sad it has to happen. I like the mark twain quote about death; I was dead for thousands of years and it didnt bother me in the slightest. (Or something like that).