More proof god hates me

[Annik]

This is why you need to hold on. We only have one life. You need to change up your meds so you can enjoy it. Imagine there is no "other side". You'll have thrown your life away for nothing. IT IS NOT WORTH IT. It seems like the right thing to do with you're downing the pills, but it's more worth it to live. Pain is better than nothing at all. Take the pain, remind yourself you've alive. Understand something: Life is more than the depression. You need to get the proper meds so you can go and live it.