(September 12, 2012 at 7:21 pm)Violet Lilly Blossom Wrote:(September 12, 2012 at 7:13 pm)TaraJo Wrote: Meh. It's more that whenever I look in the mirror, all I see is a big, hairy, ugly, man-thing looking back at me and I expect everyone else to see the same thing in me.
I "lucked out" to get a reasonably sized, rather handsom, somewhat naturally trimmed tumor.
Were it on a guy I was dating, I would find myself truly blessed. On me? What a waste of potential.
Well, I was thinking more that I have a manly looking face and from shoulders up, the best I can hope to look like is a moderately-attractive but obvious tranny. I need to find some way to prove to myself I look like something else, I just don't know how. Intellectually, I know that probably isn't true, but on an emotional level...... Fuck you, low self esteem!

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"If you cling to something as the absolute truth and you are caught in it, when the truth comes in person to knock on your door you will refuse to let it in." ~ Siddhartha Gautama
"If you cling to something as the absolute truth and you are caught in it, when the truth comes in person to knock on your door you will refuse to let it in." ~ Siddhartha Gautama