I'm so sorry you have had to go through all of that. About anxiety, the news is it really can get better! Although I suppose you know that, it sounds like you have had it for a while.
I also have severe anxiety. 15 years ago I could hardly leave my house. Going to the grocery store for milk felt traumatic. Now, with medication and therapy, I'm able to do most things pretty normally. I still get breakthrough panic attacks, and "freak out" easier than your average person, it's a huge improvement.
How long until you will be old enough to move away form your parents? Looking at the light at the end of the tunnel may be something positive to focus on to keep you from going bonkers in the meantime, if you are unwilling or unable to tell them how you feel. Which I totally understand.
Good luck!
I also have severe anxiety. 15 years ago I could hardly leave my house. Going to the grocery store for milk felt traumatic. Now, with medication and therapy, I'm able to do most things pretty normally. I still get breakthrough panic attacks, and "freak out" easier than your average person, it's a huge improvement.
How long until you will be old enough to move away form your parents? Looking at the light at the end of the tunnel may be something positive to focus on to keep you from going bonkers in the meantime, if you are unwilling or unable to tell them how you feel. Which I totally understand.
Good luck!
“Eternity is a terrible thought. I mean, where's it going to end?”
― Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead
― Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead
