(December 3, 2012 at 1:45 am)naimless Wrote: I'm just saying, when I had faith, I was at peace. I wish I never had faith in the first place, but because I did, there is something really missing in my mind now that atheism can't fill.
Then, that sounds to me as if you're being pulled in two different directions. You're struggling with an inner battle right now.
Try to work it out for yourself somehow that feels best to you. It may not be easy.