I don't find it liberating in and of itself. It is what it is.
It sounds to me like you're having some kind of existential crisis. If that's the case, I can assure you that you are not alone. Therapy might help, I personally find it it to be.
It sounds to me like you're having some kind of existential crisis. If that's the case, I can assure you that you are not alone. Therapy might help, I personally find it it to be.