Quote:I still experienced them though. I can't relate to someone who hasn't. I have tried but it is like a heroin addict trying to relate to someone who has found their fix in green tea.
The most important thing is that you can find a way to fight depression and your suicidal thoughts. Even if that way is religion. Your life is more important than your beliefs.
That said, I'm quite sure that religion isn't the only way you can experience euphoria. You made an explictly reference to heroin addicts. They can recover from their addiction, and so can you, if you want it.
By the way, I have to repeat what Mister Agenda wrote. If you feel suicidal, you should ask for qualified, professional help (the kind that you can't find in an Internet forum) as soon as you can. Those thoughts are extremely dangerous, but with help anyone can overcome them.
