what being apart from the law means.

[Drich]

Seek I certainly did. Do you think I just stood there and thought "God, please reveal yourself to me?". That's be ridiculous. I looked around, trying to see him in things, see if there were signs or something, which is why I asked earlier what I should be looking out for.

Perhaps I can only knock once I've successfully sought, but I didn't do that. I haven't found the door yet.

The Door is to simply repeat the process till it is open for you. (the "door" finds you)

It is a 3 fold process you have to do all three steps. It is better to wait to do it right, than it is to do do your own thing.

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...when you say nihilists I think you mean atheists.

No, I mean nihilists. Let's see denies the existence of God, denies that life has inherent purpose, believes in the finality of death, denies the possibility of an universal moral standard...have I missed anything. If the shoe fits, wear it. I do know some atheists who are not nihilists, but they're pretty rare in these parts.

Besides, calling someone a nihilist is not an insult, it just recognizes the logical consequences of their philosophy. It's not like say calling someone a f*ck-tard or a sheeple. So if it offends you that's too bad. I don't do politically correct when the right word is emotionally neutral.

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I found Misotheist and dystheist are also a Good words.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Misotheism