Honest theology doesn't question the existence of God, because when you draw near to God and seriously abandon yourself to the holiness of God and renounce the world, you start to experience God in very real and tangible ways.
Most people don't experience God like this because they don't do this, they just go to church. There is nowhere in the Bible where it says if you merely goto church that you will experience God, if you want to experience God you must determine in your heart that you will resist everything in your life that is opposed to you becoming a good person.
If you don't care about being a good person enough to do this, then I don't really care that you won't find God, because you don't deserve God.
Most people don't experience God like this because they don't do this, they just go to church. There is nowhere in the Bible where it says if you merely goto church that you will experience God, if you want to experience God you must determine in your heart that you will resist everything in your life that is opposed to you becoming a good person.
If you don't care about being a good person enough to do this, then I don't really care that you won't find God, because you don't deserve God.