I wish I can help you out, but really only you can make yourself stop believing.
Think about it this way, though. Do you want to spend the rest of your life worshipping an asshole? No? Ok, ignore him, eventually you'll lose the faith as well.
Think about it this way, though. Do you want to spend the rest of your life worshipping an asshole? No? Ok, ignore him, eventually you'll lose the faith as well.