(August 12, 2013 at 1:47 pm)themonkeyman Wrote: the reason why I was worried is because of God because I wanted to be with him and didnt want to goto Hell.
You're in hell now. How does it feel?
Pascal's wager is a very bad reason to believe in God. In fact it isn't a reason. God wants you to be with him now. The choice of Christianity is the choice of good over evil. God is good, being with him means choosing good. Get it?
Now you can try to be good outside of religion. As confused as you sound that might be the best option for you. Forget about confirming your negativity. Break it off and go be a good person and focus on living a good, selfless life.
If you ever want to consider religion, do it because it inspires and enhances your life.