I have had to think about my happiness lately. I grew up with not a choice up until I ran away from the institute that kidnapped me. I am a people pleaser, too. I have always sacrificed myself for others and they don't even know what it cost me, because I want them to enjoy it. But now... I might not, hmmmm... The possibility of not having many tomorrows has knocked on my door. What will happen has not been answered. If I had one more chance to make a choice... Fuck. I want to be happy. I want love. I want to laugh like an idiot. I want friendship. I want trust. I want peace and conversations. I want equality. Actually, more than anything, I want time. Lots of it, so I can think and make the right decision.
Ramble. Thanks for everything. You guys are awesome. Really.
Ramble. Thanks for everything. You guys are awesome. Really.
Pointing around: "Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon