I can't understand muslims

[Iloveporc]

I dont want to convert at all but when i will understand things better it will allow me to let her go easier

Let her go already. Anyone who demands you make that sort of change to retain their favor is wanting to control you, for reasons you may or may not not understand.

Yes, thanks. only the fact she left me because i'm an unbeliever of her religion as i treated her the best i could..is already enough to move on and maybe a reason more why i would never become muslim