Sorry Tavarish for not spelling your name correctly it wasn't intentional. Yes I do believe my view of God is the correct one for the most part. I'm sure I've made mistakes about God just like everyone else has. Paul said that if christians were wrong about Jesus that we were the greatest fools of all, I can tell you this that I do not go around seeking to be a fool, I do not believe I'm a fool and I know from my experiences that God is real and that Jesus is the Son of God and that He is the Messiah. I do not seek to waste my life on folly I'm serious about what I believe and why I believe.You nor anyone else can deny my experiences. Please understand that what I've said is about me and in no way reflects on anyone else. Again I am sorry that I spelled your name wrong.
God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.