RE: Why Christians come to atheist forums
January 4, 2015 at 6:10 am
(This post was last modified: January 4, 2015 at 6:14 am by strawdawg.)
(January 4, 2015 at 6:07 am)robvalue Wrote:(January 4, 2015 at 5:30 am)psychoslice Wrote: That's sad, how has it fallen apart if you don't mind me asking.
I died inside many years ago. All I do now is drag myself around like a zombie trying to fight off the urge to kill myself, and delaying the urge to give up and collapse in a heap. ME has drained all my energy, I feel like I'm a car trying to drive down a never ending road with just a tea spoon full of petrol.
I promised my wife I won't kill myself so while I'm still here I try and do what little good I can while trying to stop myself going insane. I don't enjoy things anymore like I used to, they are just ways to keep my darkness and despair at bay for a bit.
Glad you asked now huhVery kind of you to be interested. Amidst all this despair, and even longing for death through an incurable disease or an accident, never once do I turn to superstition.
My mind is too fiercely logical and analytical for that, so much so it drives me mad at times.
Rob I was in about the same shape you are in and I finally pulled out of it.
(January 4, 2015 at 6:10 am)strawdawg Wrote:(January 4, 2015 at 6:07 am)robvalue Wrote: I died inside many years ago. All I do now is drag myself around like a zombie trying to fight off the urge to kill myself, and delaying the urge to give up and collapse in a heap. ME has drained all my energy, I feel like I'm a car trying to drive down a never ending road with just a tea spoon full of petrol.
I promised my wife I won't kill myself so while I'm still here I try and do what little good I can while trying to stop myself going insane. I don't enjoy things anymore like I used to, they are just ways to keep my darkness and despair at bay for a bit.
Glad you asked now huhVery kind of you to be interested. Amidst all this despair, and even longing for death through an incurable disease or an accident, never once do I turn to superstition.
My mind is too fiercely logical and analytical for that, so much so it drives me mad at times.
Rob I was in about the same shape you are in and I finally pulled out of it.
You used the word petrol are you not in the U.S.?
None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.