Christianity and its effect on self-worth

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Christianity made me always feel worse. I always hated feeling like i never measured up,and also never had "the spiritual power level" as others. The constant struggle between my morality and the contradictory morality of god made it harder to follow the mainstream christianity.

I am a preachers kid, and i always felt like i could not have fun lest it would hurt my dads career. I always had to act the church scene. I had to be perfect while others got away with "not being perfect". I can go on, but i seen so much of religious i cannot stand the sight of it.