We used to say in treatment "frustration is a form of anger". That anger you're feeling is misplaced. Nobody here is going to lose a second of sleep on what you call yourself. Perhaps you're catching a glimpse of the folly that is religion.
Sincerely,
-Food Rapist, AKA Pita Predator
Sincerely,
-Food Rapist, AKA Pita Predator
I reject your reality and substitute my own!