Quote:"However, at the same time I also believe that it wasn't supposed to happen, not because it was displeasing to God … rather because it was not either my time to die nor that of those on the plane with me, and he had other plans for me which include my staying in prison and other matters which I may not be aware of as of yet."
I can translate: "The base for my belief was shattered, but I'm going to completely ignore that fact and carry on as if nothing happened, because I am not ready to grow up"