By the way, just an example of what my obsessive thoughts are like:
"[...]Never excite. Never excite. Never excite. Excite me. Excite me. Excite me. Excite me. Relieve me. Relieve me. Relieve me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relieve me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Never obsess. Never obsess. Never obsess. Never obsess. Obsess less. Obsess less. Obsess less. Obsess less. Busy less. Busy less. Busy less busy less[...]"
""[...]Any relief. Any relief. Any relief. Any relief. Good relief. Good relief. Good relief. One relief. One relief. One relief. One joy. One joy. One joy. One joy. One joy. One pleasure. One pleasure. One pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure.[...]"
Etc, etc, etc. And so on.
"[...]Never excite. Never excite. Never excite. Excite me. Excite me. Excite me. Excite me. Relieve me. Relieve me. Relieve me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relax me. Relieve me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Defend me. Never obsess. Never obsess. Never obsess. Never obsess. Obsess less. Obsess less. Obsess less. Obsess less. Busy less. Busy less. Busy less busy less[...]"
""[...]Any relief. Any relief. Any relief. Any relief. Good relief. Good relief. Good relief. One relief. One relief. One relief. One joy. One joy. One joy. One joy. One joy. One pleasure. One pleasure. One pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure. True pleasure.[...]"
Etc, etc, etc. And so on.