Those are just labels. Pick the one you identify with most.
I believe this might come in handy to you: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spectrum_of...ormulation
From what you say you could be anywhere between 4 and 6:
4: Completely impartial. Exactly 50 per cent. "God's existence and non-existence are exactly equiprobable."
5: Leaning towards atheism. Lower than 50 per cent but not very low. "I do not know whether God exists but I'm inclined to be skeptical."
6: De facto atheist. Very low probability, but short of zero. "I don't know for certain but I think God is very improbable, and I live my life on the assumption that he is not there."
I believe this might come in handy to you: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spectrum_of...ormulation
From what you say you could be anywhere between 4 and 6:
4: Completely impartial. Exactly 50 per cent. "God's existence and non-existence are exactly equiprobable."
5: Leaning towards atheism. Lower than 50 per cent but not very low. "I do not know whether God exists but I'm inclined to be skeptical."
6: De facto atheist. Very low probability, but short of zero. "I don't know for certain but I think God is very improbable, and I live my life on the assumption that he is not there."