Have You Ever Cursed God?

[emjay]

Oh fuck the holy spirit. If I don't believe in Jesus or Yahweh, what's the point in believing in the holy spirit?  Blaspheming the hs is about as irrelevant as saying fuck the purple turkey. To hell with the tooth fairy. And if some fat dude comes down my chimney in red pj's I will shoot his ass.

For years after I left Christianity I had recurrent nightmares of being left in the rapture. I recognized that my mind was just replaying the scenes the  church programed me to feel. So I told my mind to stop doing that to me because I would not be frightened into believing stuff I knew was not true. You can speak to your mind and bring your feelings in line with your will.

I enjoyed talking with you, too. No need to apologize.

It was an important step that I should have taken ten years ago or more. I already feel different just after one day. I feel better and I don't think I'm going to have nightmares about it so perhaps I was further along than I thought. What is this "rapture" you're talking about? That's the second time I've heard that word this week but never before.