My story! I am an Ex-Muslim, became and Atheist. I was visited by an Angel of God.

[cocunningham]

So I've heard similar claims before. Some I think honestly believe what they say and others say it for attention or as a last ditch attempt to justify there faith when they are beaten in logical debate. I do not know you so will give you the benefit of the doubt. You mentioned in your post that during the time you thought you were an atheist that you were depressed and potentially suicidal at the thought of no intelligent design. So wouldn't a more plausible since you wanted this so bad you had a vivid dream or even a hallucination? I mean if I said I awoke last night and my pet goldfish told me that actually live on the fecal matter of the great goldfish Zeta and we needed to make as much noise as possible so he was aware of our existence before he are his own poop and destroyed us all, would you break out the cymbals or say this guy is crazy. My story is just as believable and had more evidence because I can at least document the fish exists. Those spoken to by angels can neither document what was said or what said it are true.