If you were ever a theist...

[dyresand]

Now you're just saying the only way to be persuaded by proofs of god is to already adore god .. which means you are already persuaded.  This is hopelessly circular.  Worse, who are you to say what other people's relationship to god "must" have been?  I was never a toady for god and neither did I conceive of god as desiring such a stance.  You are in no position to pass judgment in such broad sweeping ways.

I believe the heart is created to be attracted to the Divine.  Being attracted to the tranquility in the spirit of devotion to the divine doesn't mean one is convinced it exists. It means you long to know if it exists and wish it does. Of course, if you are going to reason "Why should I care about God and the path of devotion to her", that's a different story. I'm saying the healthy heart is attracted to the Divine and the path of devotion to it. It's a sign of God, but it doesn't mean you know God exists automatically because you are attracted to it. Of course, if you reflect over that which you are attracted to, that may lead to knowledge.

Except that you know the heart's primary purpose is to you know pump blood to supply our brain with oxygen.
Then  you got your red blood cells and your white i am not going to get into anatomy and say the whole idea of the heart
and the supernatural makes no sense. I mean if you propose that the heart literally was created for it being attracted to some god
like figure then it's a complete failure. But the heart is  just a heart it serves it's function keeping us alive without the spiritual nonsense
that you package it with.