What's everyone up to right now?

[No_God]

Don't judge me!

[Phatt Matt s]

Don't judge me!

Nothin wrong with lovin booze.

[*Deidre*]

Just got home from work...to another email from my ex bf. I didn't open it. You know, I'm not necessarily interested in falling on love after this ordeal with him, but I just wish, I could meet a decent, honest man. (who's muscular, that would be good too lol)

I have tried to ignore this guy, and he keeps after me. I'm not interested in dialoguing with him anymore, I know where it will lead. And not to bed, but it will lead to him having the satisfaction that I've replied. Which honestly, at this point, that's all he wants. Why am I a game to this guy? All I ever was, was nice to him.

I'm not angry, sad or anything over him anymore, it just seems like a nightmare I can never quite wake up from. I try...weeks go by...ah, silence. Nothing. Then, bam...and email...or he will fllter a message through a friend. Or he looks at my profile on a social site we're on. And it's like why?

I know why. I'm just venting. Thanks for listening. :/

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Don't judge me!

Absolutely no one judging. Forum is filled with booze hounds.

[Phatt Matt s]

Just got home from work...to another email from my ex bf. I didn't open it. You know, I'm not necessarily interested in falling on love after this ordeal with him, but I just wish, I could meet a decent, honest man. (who's muscular, that would be good too lol)

I have tried to ignore this guy, and he keeps after me. I'm not interested in dialoguing with him anymore, I know where it will lead. And not to bed, but it will lead to him having the satisfaction that I've replied. Which honestly, at this point, that's all he wants. Why am I a game to this guy? All I ever was, was nice to him.

I'm not angry, sad or anything over him anymore, it just seems like a nightmare I can never quite wake up from. I try...weeks go by...ah, silence. Nothing. Then, bam...and email...or he will fllter a message through a friend. Or he looks at my profile on a social site we're on. And it's like why?

I know why. I'm just venting. Thanks for listening. :/

That would be hell for me to go through what you are. A dark feeling in the pit of my stomach would arise when seeing another email like that.

It sucks cuz you have a tender heart and don't want to hurt the guy but he really needs to fuck off and jog on. It wasn't meant to be apparently.

[pocaracas]

Don't judge me!

Not judging... just pointing out a repetitive behavior that ends up in some nastiness...

[*Deidre*]

Just got home from work...to another email from my ex bf. I didn't open it. You know, I'm not necessarily interested in falling on love after this ordeal with him, but I just wish, I could meet a decent, honest man. (who's muscular, that would be good too lol)

I have tried to ignore this guy, and he keeps after me. I'm not interested in dialoguing with him anymore, I know where it will lead. And not to bed, but it will lead to him having the satisfaction that I've replied. Which honestly, at this point, that's all he wants. Why am I a game to this guy? All I ever was, was nice to him.

I'm not angry, sad or anything over him anymore, it just seems like a nightmare I can never quite wake up from. I try...weeks go by...ah, silence. Nothing. Then, bam...and email...or he will fllter a message through a friend. Or he looks at my profile on a social site we're on. And it's like why?

I know why. I'm just venting. Thanks for listening. :/

That would be hell for me to go through what you are. It sucks cuz you have a tender heart and don't want to hurt the guy but he really needs to fuck off and jog. It wasn't meant to be apparently. Or so it appears.

Exactly. I'm past all of that, but when someone keeps 'returning' ...even if you don't reply...you start remembering. And not always the bad stuff. But, I have to remember...he is a bad guy. What he did to me, it took a long time for me to recover.

The strange thing is...I didn't love him. I think it was just one of those things, where I got lost in a toxic relationship, so to speak.

You might be surprised at what you can go through, TC. We are stronger than we think when tested. I think?

Thanks for your reply.

[Phatt Matt s]

That would be hell for me to go through what you are. It sucks cuz you have a tender heart and don't want to hurt the guy but he really needs to fuck off and jog. It wasn't meant to be apparently. Or so it appears.

Exactly. I'm past all of that, but when someone keeps 'returning' ...even if you don't reply...you start remembering. And not always the bad stuff. But, I have to remember...he is a bad guy. What he did to me, it took a long time for me to recover.

The strange thing is...I didn't love him. I think it was just one of those things, where I got lost in a toxic relationship, so to speak.

You might be surprised at what you can go through, TC. We are stronger than we think when tested. I think?

Thanks for your reply.

Oh yes! Strong as a female grizzly defending her cubs. We see females glorified in creation. In most animals, you will only see behavior that appears altruistic (sacrificing for someone other than self) only in females. At the same time. We see nothing more vicious and deadly than a Mother defending her cubs. Not saying you have kids, but some special "Evolutionary" bonuses may be available to you that us guys are seriously lacking or without.

Just saying you have a tender heart. It don't mean you can't exercise ownership and kick ass when the situation demands it

[Clueless Morgan]

You know Min has invaded your mind when you're reading along a news article and you start reading "Republicans" as "Republicunts."

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Yeah, Deidre, your situation... MAN. And it is actually worse because of the fact that you possess EMPATHY, of all things. Definitely have been in situations that have confoundingly been worse because of the fact that I possess empathy, which is supposed to be a GOOD thing.