You Win, I'm Out Of Here

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

You and I had words before, but we both got over it, and I do like you, but some people here wont let go, all they want is to push me over the edge, and that is what is happening to me, I can't help if I'm schizo, and I don't expect others to be concerned about that also.

I'm sorry, I know you're schizophrenic and I'm going to guess part of your schizoprhenia is paranoia, but I really want to try to explain to you that no one wants to push you over the edge. No one here cares that much about you personally to have a vendetta against you.

The reason why people are cold as ice on these forums is that they are SO used to trolling, and people making the same fallacious arguments, and worst of all, people who are just plain irrational. So when you say something irrational, that is a trigger, and from each poster, you will get all this built up resentment that comes from every experience that poster has ever had with people who said pretty much the same exact thing you just said.

Because that is how people work, you see, and it has nothing to do with you, personally.

[Phatt Matt s]

Whatever are we going to do without you?!

EDIT: No but seriously psycho, people calling you out on your bullshit isn't the same as a boot in the ass. Your choice if you want to go.

I've been called on my bullshit plenty of times (my wife does this to me every day, but I don't yell at her and threaten to leave her.) I come to terms with my mistakes and move on. (I do the same for her as well.)

I'm actually begging people to call me out on my bullshit. It may lead to me acting my age some day.

I'm not saying the author of the OP is full of shit. He seems like a good man from what I've seen.

U guys need to be a little more kind. I like the abuse but not everyone is like me.

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I'm sorry, I know you're schizophrenic and I'm going to guess part of your schizoprhenia is paranoia, but I really want to try to explain to you that no one wants to push you over the edge. No one here cares that much about you personally to have a vendetta against you.

The reason why people are cold as ice on these forums is that they are SO used to trolling, and people making the same fallacious arguments, and worst of all, people who are just plain irrational. So when you say something irrational, that is a trigger, and from each poster, you will get all this built up resentment that comes from every experience that poster has ever had with people who said pretty much the same exact thing you just said.

Because that is how people work, you see, and it has nothing to do with you, personally.

Dude I'm so sorry! I didn't know you were schizophrenic? I'm mentally ill too. I got out of my last psyche ward in January. Yeah, don't let some forum screw with your mental health.

God bless you my friend!

[psychoslice]

You and I had words before, but we both got over it, and I do like you, but some people here wont let go, all they want is to push me over the edge, and that is what is happening to me, I can't help if I'm schizo, and I don't expect others to be concerned about that also.

I'm sorry, I know you're schizophrenic and I'm going to guess part of your schizoprhenia is paranoia, but I really want to try to explain to you that no one wants to push you over the edge. No one here cares that much about you personally to have a vendetta against you.

The reason why people are cold as ice on these forums is that they are SO used to trolling, and people making the same fallacious arguments, and worst of all, people who are just plain irrational. So when you say something irrational, that is a trigger, and from each poster, you will get all this built up resentment that comes from every experience that poster has ever had with people who said pretty much the same exact thing you just said.

Because that is how people work, you see, and it has nothing to do with you, personally.

Thank you, but right now I think I just need to have a big cry, you have been nice to me and I thank you for that. xxx

[*Deidre*]

Wow, I haven't seen these posts/threads of all the arguing. lol I hope that things get better for you, OP.

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

"U guys need to be a little more kind" and "abuse"... I'm going to pull out this meme again.

(Brokenquill, it is a guy laughing dismissively, which is exactly what I am doing right now. It is apparently formally known as the Yao Ming "Fuck That Guy" Rage face, Rage referring to Rage comics, which is famous for such faces. This has been your daily meme education, Brokenquill, because I'm not going to let you miss out on memes just because you are blind. Memes for all, DAMMIT. But if I'm annoying you with trying to describe memes, just tell me and I will stop.)

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Thank you, but right now I think I just need to have a big cry, you have been nice to me and I thank you for that. xxx

I don't know if I've always been nice to you, but when I realized you, like me, are trying to fight your own brain every single day just to function, that triggered my empathy.

Good luck and I hope life gets better for you.

If you don't decide to leave, maybe we can have some good conversations in the future. If you do, oh well.

[Phatt Matt s]

YEah I'm hoping someone will be the bigger men/women, bury the hatchet, and apologize to this guy. THat's fucked up!

[BrokenQuill92]

"U guys need to be a little more kind" and "abuse"... I'm going to pull out this meme again.

(Brokenquill, it is a guy laughing dismissively, which is exactly what I am doing right now. It is apparently formally known as the Yao Ming "Fuck That Guy" Rage face, Rage referring to Rage comics, which is famous for such faces. This has been your daily meme education, Brokenquill, because I'm not going to let you miss out on memes just because you are blind. Memes for all, DAMMIT. But if I'm annoying you with trying to describe memes, just tell me and I will stop.)

No you're not annoying me. I feel a bit more included thanks! *blush* I don't like to keep asking about pictures, even though I'm really fascinated; I don't want to look needy. The rise of memes started after my surgery so it's a visual phenomenon I can't quite imagine.

[psychoslice]

YEah I'm hoping someone will be the bigger men/women, bury the hatchet, and apologize to this guy. THat's fucked up!

Yes I am fucked up, and I hate it, I tried to be friends but no one wants to be friend with me, its not that but the way I am treated. Ok I was for anti-vaccines, but am I not entitle to my own opinion, I never even had children in my life, so I cannot harm any child.

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

YEah I'm hoping someone will be the bigger men/women, bury the hatchet, and apologize to this guy. THat's fucked up!

I personally don't see any reason why they should. They did exactly what it is the norm on this particular forum to do, and they did not give psychoslice special treatment. Psychoslice should have read some posts before registering as a member of the forum and entering the fray, just to get an idea of what the environment was going to be like, considering that he is so emotionally fragile. I guess I cannot fault him because he thought this would be similar to "other religious forums," so he thought he knew what he was getting himself into.

I guess what I'm saying is, there is no wrongdoing here, in spite of the fact that there is hurt. It's nobody's fault. The internet is just like that. Sometimes life is just like that.

[Phatt Matt s]

Yes I am fucked up, and I hate it, I tried to be friends but no one wants to be friend with me, its not that but the way I am treated. Ok I was for anti-vaccines, but am I not entitle to my own opinion, I never even had children in my life, so I cannot harm any child.

I don't give a rats ass if you're against vaccines. Just so long as you don't judge me for having them. Ah fuck it! Judge me. I don't give a shit! I like the abuse!

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I don't think it helps the atheist cause to treat people like dirtbags