I'm thinking it's been a long time since I posted here and no one remembers me. But hey how's it going.
@oneearsteve
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I'm thinking it's been a long time since I posted here and no one remembers me. But hey how's it going.
@oneearsteve
Noting that the past two days I've been more active on the forum, and wondering if this signals a change from the depression which has gripped me most of this year. Is this the result of starting on an anti-depressant? I hope so, because if it isn't, then I can't explain why I'm doing better, and then I can't repeat it when depression hits again.
I haven't taken anti-depressants for a couple of years now so I'm doing well.
But I remember that feeling when the depression first starts to dissolve and you keep looking at yourself from outside and wondering who this new calm person is. I didn't feel immediately happy, just neutral. Which is a lot better than sad. Nowadays I just watch for signs of depression coming back like excessive anger and/or irrationality. Anyway, good news rasetsu, I hope it keeps getting better and better for you. (November 28, 2014 at 5:43 pm)rasetsu Wrote: Noting that the past two days I've been more active on the forum, and wondering if this signals a change from the depression which has gripped me most of this year. Is this the result of starting on an anti-depressant? I hope so, because if it isn't, then I can't explain why I'm doing better, and then I can't repeat it when depression hits again. I'm on anti depressants for the last three years. If my depression is anything to go by, the worst thing is the tiredness and unwillingness to do anything at all. These days I'm most content when left alone, which in itself is a sad thing. (November 28, 2014 at 5:43 pm)rasetsu Wrote: Noting that the past two days I've been more active on the forum, and wondering if this signals a change from the depression which has gripped me most of this year. Is this the result of starting on an anti-depressant? I hope so, because if it isn't, then I can't explain why I'm doing better, and then I can't repeat it when depression hits again. I find it helpful to not over think it. If what you're doing is working - keep at it as long as it does. Glad to hear you're feeling better.
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(November 28, 2014 at 5:43 pm)rasetsu Wrote: Noting that the past two days I've been more active on the forum, and wondering if this signals a change from the depression which has gripped me most of this year. Is this the result of starting on an anti-depressant? I hope so, because if it isn't, then I can't explain why I'm doing better, and then I can't repeat it when depression hits again. I've never taken anything but St. John's Wort, so I don't know your situation. For me, I find that I'm most socially active when I'm either happy enough or sad enough. If I'm in the middle, I kind of like my privacy. In any case, very good to see you around.
"For me, it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring." - Carl Sagan
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I am thinking about how happy I am to have finally gotten my level two wings in the game I play and that I have beer to drink, but I am upset that my net is misbehaving as it usually does.
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