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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 1:43 pm
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(October 1, 2014 at 1:34 pm)MusicLovingAtheist Wrote: while everyone else lives their disgusting happy friend filled lives
Strange... somehow the last 9 months of my life felt like a grade A nightmare, I must obviously be missing something...
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 1:51 pm
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(October 1, 2014 at 1:41 pm)JesusHChrist Wrote: You should be telling these things to a mental health professional; perhaps you are.
But, if the intent is to have friends and be happy, you might want to analyze the mind-set expressed in your violent-fantasy posts, and see, perhaps the problem is not those around you.
As one who has had many a conversation with psychologists, you do come to a point where you recognize your thinking is skewed, incorrect, whatever.
And, if you *truly* want to change things, you yourself must change. No one else can do it for you.
I know I say stupid shit. I just feel so helpless.
Btw mental health professionals don't do fucking shit. They don't know fucking shit. Our mental health system in america is fucked up. Do you have any idea what it's like in a mental hospital in our country? I was in one for drug related problems and they treated me like shit. I don't trust them. I hate them.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:01 pm
(October 1, 2014 at 1:51 pm)MusicLovingAtheist Wrote: I know I say stupid shit. I just feel so helpless.
If you know it, stop doing it. Don't play the victim. Be responsible for your thoughts, speech and actions.
Quote:Btw mental health professionals don't do fucking shit. They don't know fucking shit. Our mental health system in america is fucked up. Do you have any idea what it's like in a mental hospital in our country? I was in one for drug related problems and they treated me like shit. I don't trust them. I hate them.
True for some, not for others. Several have helped me change my thought process.
Never been in a mental hospital; only interaction has been one on one. Some were totally worthless, I will grant you that.
As much as I despise any woo-shit, I think there is def something to "thoughts become reality". Think bad things and they have this annoying habit of coming true.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:08 pm
I wish I could reach you through this screen. I really feel the need to slap you real hard.
Wake up and stop acting like a borderline psychopath. Stop being so self-centered. Sheesh!!!
Look at everyone here trying to be nice to you, being genuinely concerned for you, and still you are depressed because one guy walked away once? You can find friends anywhere, you just need to open your eyes. You have friends on this forum even, don't tell me you don't have a single one in your real life!
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:15 pm
I forgot to look up to see that the bus passed my stop and now I'm like 2 miles from my house. God fucking damn it.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:18 pm
(October 1, 2014 at 2:15 pm)MusicLovingAtheist Wrote: I forgot to look up to see that the bus passed my stop and now I'm like 2 miles from my house. God fucking damn it.
Well I'm sure our expert counselling was worth it *cough*
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:20 pm
(October 1, 2014 at 2:15 pm)MusicLovingAtheist Wrote: I forgot to look up to see that the bus passed my stop and now I'm like 2 miles from my house. God fucking damn it. Somehow I am glad you are not driving a car!
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:22 pm
2 miles is rougly 3.2 Kilometers. It's not that far.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:27 pm
(October 1, 2014 at 2:22 pm)LastPoet Wrote: 2 miles is rougly 3.2 Kilometers. It's not that far.
No. I'm probably going to run 6 today. This is a good warmup.
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RE: so much pain
October 1, 2014 at 2:27 pm
Activating theist mode:
Ooh look, it's a sign from the lord. Start walking back to your home, and pay attention to your surroundings. The lord will present you with several opportunities to make friends before you reach home.
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