Insult yourself!

[vorlon13]

Oh, come on, admit you can't accessorize.

You'll feel better.

I have plenty of bad things to say about myself but...myself esteem is shit enough as it is. I was just saying because some of these posts make me really sad and some people are saying things about themselves that I don't find to be true and I just want to cry and hug everyone and tell them how great I think they are.

So sorry, I wasn't taking the topic very seriously and thought your comment about not liking the topic was contrary to your actual feeling, and therefore, self insulting.

And you could only read my 'accessorize' comment, not hear it in my best Kelly Bundy voice.

(I'm not even sure what it means, I'm only aware it is a super mega insult when teenage girls say it to each other)

[LivingNumbers6.626]

"Q1C, you depressing over analytical piece of shit. Why don't you go cut yourself again since you like to cut the beliefs of others that aren't inline with yours. You sorry sack of shit, you're a college drop out and yet you feel like an authority. Why don't you go for your goals? Oh, that's right, you often ruminate on how fat you got, how fucking crooked and yellow your teeth are, how shitty your GPA is, and how you are some how stupid. You know what makes you stupid? Your piss poor attitude! Fuck, your mood swings are outrageous! Ya sure, you feel good now but once you notice how much of a sorry sack of shit that you are you'll be back to cutting, suicidal plans, and you'll be back in the loony house with others that have REAL problems. You're just a pussy. You're always whining about shitty religious ideas and your diabetes. Wake up call! Everyone has problems. Go fuck yourself."

Sigh...I think my therapist would not favor this form of self talk since that is, well, the source of my angst. But underneath it all, there is some good insight!

[Losty]

yea I shouldn't come into this thread.

For what it's worth Q1C, Losty loves you. She doesn't care if you've put on some weight or if you've struggled with motivation. She just wants to lend you her heart, her ears, her shoulder. I don't like to see people in pain. Things will look up, love.
*many hugs for Q1C*

I will share my bugles with you and that says a lot.

[LivingNumbers6.626]

yea I shouldn't come into this thread.

For what it's worth Q1C, Losty loves you. She doesn't care if you've put on some weight or if you've struggled with motivation. She just wants to lend you her heart, her ears, her shoulder. I don't like to see people in pain. Things will look up, love.
*many hugs for Q1C*

I will share my bugles with you and that says a lot.

Oh, thank you! I am feeling considerably better than a month ago. Just the crumby stuff takes some time to fade away. Are you on the skype group?!

[Losty]

yea I shouldn't come into this thread.

For what it's worth Q1C, Losty loves you. She doesn't care if you've put on some weight or if you've struggled with motivation. She just wants to lend you her heart, her ears, her shoulder. I don't like to see people in pain. Things will look up, love.
*many hugs for Q1C*

I will share my bugles with you and that says a lot.

Oh, thank you! I am feeling considerably better than a month ago. Just the crumby stuff takes some time to fade away. Are you on the skype group?!

Yes I am

[LivingNumbers6.626]

Oh, thank you! I am feeling considerably better than a month ago. Just the crumby stuff takes some time to fade away. Are you on the skype group?!

Yes I am

Oh of course. I have spoken to you. haha