For me, there ain't nothing better than waking up with my woman in my arms. Another bedroom may as well be another house.
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I'm feeling like this damnable pain is going to keep me awake all night long. Again.
(August 25, 2016 at 1:20 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: I'm feeling like this damnable pain is going to keep me awake all night long. Again. I'll be here for a couple more hours if you need to yell at someone. Let me go fetch another mineral water, light a smoke, and put on my helmet. In seriousness, sorry you're having a rough night, and I wish I could offer more than easy words in an Internet post.
Well, ain't this all topsy-turvy?
The ladies wanna stretch out and have their 'space' , and the fellas wanna snuggle all night long. That is adorable. Changing my vote, dammit. I'm pulling for Team Snuggle now.
I love snuggling. I always try to maintain some degree of body contact with my love the whole night.
I'm feeling like the cocktail of tramadol, anti-convulsants, anti-inflammatories, a sedative and weed will put me to sleep. Not holding my breath though. Hurts so bad I can't think of much else. Thing is, I find with chronic pain second guessing myself (come on, CD. Don't be a wimp, how bad could it be?). Bad enough to deny me sleep, and I'm prone to bad mood swings and eventually psychosis when that happens. Nobody in a position to do anything about it appears to give a fuck. I know that last part isn't true - they're bound by policy - but it *feels* that way. The individual providers, doctors, nurses, and assistants have all been warm, compassionate people. But policy is affecting my health. I don't know any more about my condition that when I started seeking treatment again six months ago. I know a little more about what it's not. It's all frustrating. I know I've been venting on this a lot the last few days but I'm just at wits end. (August 25, 2016 at 2:21 am)Thena323 Wrote: Well, ain't this all topsy-turvy? Go to your room! <It's right through this door>
I think sleep is just around the corner.
(August 25, 2016 at 2:34 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: I'm feeling like the cocktail of tramadol, anti-convulsants, anti-inflammatories, a sedative and weed will put me to sleep. Not holding my breath though. Hurts so bad I can't think of much else. Living with chronic pain as I do, I cannot imagine this level of it. I can feel my pain in my sleep, but at least I can sleep. I guess the only thing I can do to help, and it's probably a long shot, is to tell you to quit downing on yourself. It takes a tough motherfucker to get through your days. (August 25, 2016 at 4:54 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote:(August 25, 2016 at 2:34 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: I'm feeling like the cocktail of tramadol, anti-convulsants, anti-inflammatories, a sedative and weed will put me to sleep. Not holding my breath though. Hurts so bad I can't think of much else. I think that's good advice. This shit just about drove me to suicide, from 2012 to 2015 I had zero fucks to give and was basically slowly killing myself. Pretty sure I've never revealed that here. If I'm nothing else, I'm a survivor and ain't nothing going to kill this motherfucker if I can help it. |
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