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RE: I was supposed to sleep earlier tonight but...
December 16, 2015 at 10:05 pm
Please don't be gone too long, Evie! I don't even know you, but you impress me as one of the nicest people here, who I'm going to miss.
Do take a break if you need that, and don't worry - most of us know it isn't healthy to be sitting in front of a screen all the time.
As for other people, that's just silly. Do what you do for yourself, because it's what you want in life. We all deal with self-doubt and what others think sometimes (or maybe all too often), but you can't change others. You can change the way you treat yourself, and if it's you that goes neglected, then you won't be able to do anything for anybody. While I would love to see you happy to be here making people like me grin some more, I hope you find your way to wherever you may need to be to find happiness and satisfaction.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 10:22 pm
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Evie, I hope you're not gone for as long as you were last time!!
Hope you feel better soon, mate.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 10:28 pm
Evie, friends stay your friends and don't expect perfection, they love you even when you are feeling blue. And everyone here loves you for you! Not some expectation of you.
If you still need a break, take it, but come back please, or AF will be a little darker in your absence. Hugs!
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 10:34 pm
Evie, man, you're the kindest soul I know. I feel like I have to be gentle when I speak to you, lest I damage something precious and irreplacable in this world. You are an exhibit at the Museum of London or the Louvre. I feel privileged and honored to have had your influence on me, with your "inane posts", which I cherish. You have helped me to recover some of my lost humanity, and I am a better person because I have known you.
Like religious fundamentalists whose brains tell them the Creator of the Universe is personally speaking to them, your brain is lying to you, right now. I know that you know that, and that I cannot talk this away, but I want you to try to keep that thought in mind.
You are wonderful. You are intelligent. You are handsome (one of the only guys I'm a little jealous of, here... you have a good "look"). We are lesser on any day you do not come to this board. That said, we want only what is best for you, and if you need some time to yourself, then I wish the best for you. Just know that you will be missed, in your kindness and insight.
No, none of this is bullshit, though your brain probably is lying to you now, telling you it must be. I just don't care what anyone might think of this little bromantic prose, when your need is obviously greater than my personal sense of embarrassment.
Love you, man. Get better.
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I replied: Can I refuse? Because I find the entire concept of vicarious blood sacrifice atonement to be morally abhorrent, the concept of holding flawed creatures permanently accountable for social misbehaviors and thought crimes to be morally abhorrent, and the concept of calling something "free" when it comes with the strings of subjugation and obedience perhaps the most morally abhorrent of all... and that's without even going into the history of justifying genocide, slavery, rape, misogyny, religious intolerance, and suppression of free speech which has been attributed by your own scriptures to your deity. I want a refund. I would burn happily rather than serve the monster you profess to love.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 10:39 pm
Those words from an ex con motorcycle building microbiologist! Evie, that you don't get every day! 
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 11:13 pm
Everyones good or bad depending on the day.
Except me of course. I'm a constant gaping chasm of evil that will one day consume you all.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 11:15 pm
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(December 16, 2015 at 11:13 pm)RaphielDrake Wrote: Everyones good or bad depending on the day.
Except me of course. I'm a constant gaping chasm of evil that will one day consume you all.
That's so adorable. Well at least you're doing something with your life.
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 16, 2015 at 11:18 pm
(December 16, 2015 at 11:15 pm)Quantum Wrote: (December 16, 2015 at 11:13 pm)RaphielDrake Wrote: Everyones good or bad depending on the day.
Except me of course. I'm a constant gaping chasm of evil that will one day consume you all.
That's so adorable. Well at least you're do something with your life.
Scrawling these satanic symbols on my walls really is a full time job.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 17, 2015 at 12:50 am
Evie:
go eat a baby, you'll feel better.
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RE: Not feeling great basically.
December 17, 2015 at 12:52 am
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Quote:Scrawling these satanic symbols on my walls really is a full time job.
Are they in blood or crayon?
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