Not feeling great basically.

[Losty]

Evie, I hope you're not gone for as long as you were last time!!

Hope you feel better soon, mate.

He better not be T_T

[The Grand Nudger]

Hope ya feel better soon.

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[Athene]

Evie, my good man; perhaps you should familiarize yourself with the fine art of not caring. Total mastery isn't required to reap the benefits of not giving a fuck what others are thinking of you at any given moment.  

While you may find yourself with a noticeably smaller fan base, consider what it actually means if everyone likes and/or loves you; give it some serious thought. Btw, it's worth noting that without his enemies and detractors, Batman is just some guy running around in tights.

That's my advice, for what it's worth. Regardless of it, I hope you feel better and return sooner rather than later. We miss you already.

[Edwardo Piet]

I appreciate every post on this thread, thanks guys.

TRS your post in all honesty was particularly beautiful and wonderful thank you so much you have no idea how much that meant to me.

Evie, I hope you're not gone for as long as you were last time!!

Hope you feel better soon, mate.

He better not be T_T

Don't worry Losty and Milk-Chocolate StarCraft.... As I said in the OP: I'll be gone for a week, tops. And that's from AF. I'm still on Skype I'll just try to slow down. And I'll respond to every single message still and still say hi.

I will never ignore my friends. That's not in my nature

I've been out today with my family. Browsing and making Xmas plans and I also got one of my sisters a couple of presents. I'm doing my primary Xmas shopping on Monday with my mom.

I feel a lot stronger today. A lot more sane and self-contained. A lot less insecure and a lot less vulnerable.

I am here for all my friends. I have decided to browse AF and respond to any posts that are addressed to me. I feel strong enough today to have the self-restraint to do that. But outside of those limits I'll not be posting for a couple of days.... probably.

I say probably because it's not set in stone: I'm still me and going to be myself and I feel a lot more comfortable in my own skin today. I'm by far primarily concerned with the well-being of my friends.... - that's nothing new! But of course I'll be a much better friend when I work on improving my own mood so I am able to be stronger for my friends who I care about very much

I shall be saying hello, being polite... and still be being my turtley self... but both on Skype and on AF I'll try to slow down and simply greet and respond to people I'm here, and I'm here to listen and here to respond. I'm just slowing down a bit and I'll be back to myself in no time.

To all my wonderful AF friends: You're all epic.

Oh... one more thing:

Btw, it's worth noting that without his enemies and detractors, Batman is just some guy running around in tights.

[dyresand]

if you need to talk ill be on skype okay?

[Edwardo Piet]

if you need to talk ill be on skype okay?

Much appreciated you're an awesome person my friend

As soon as I see a message on Skype and I am there... I will respond. I'm online most of the day lately

[Edwardo Piet]

Feeling a lot better guys. Thinking of returning to AF to start posting regularly again and commencing my return with plenty of new threads made by my turtely self!

[Kitty Galore]

yay!

[brewer]

Sorry, didn't read hardly any of this and just going off the subject. Maybe you're not feeling the right parts or places?

[Iroscato]

I was supposed to sleep earlier tonight but this is one of those things where I don't wanna go to sleep before I start to feel better.

I don't know what it is but I feel like I need a break from the forums for a few days. And maybe even the internet altogether. Or maybe I'll respond to Skype and Facebook messages but not take the lead.

I feel like I need a few days break to just cry over and over. I don't know what it is but I feel like a big part of me that matters a lot to me has gone. I feel like the enthusiastic happy Evie isn't there anymore. I feel like all the irritating and lame parts of me is all that remains. I feel like when people care about me and like me still it's because they haven't caught on what an idiot I've become lately.

I feel like each person who cares about me and is a good friend to me has a tiny part of them that knows this is all true. But it's like, they don't want to beieve it because they want to believe the happy cheerful nice and kind and lovable and interesting Evie is still here. But I don't think he is anymore. Well, I may still be kind and I care. But that's about it I feel like everything I say is a cliché, lame, uninteresting, unfunny, unsexy and pointless.

I feel like it's only a matter of time before people not only get bored of me, but find some reason to avoid me. I know many people care about me and love me and think a lot of me... but at this rate how long will that last?

I think I'm gonna be sad and crying for a few days. I hope to return to AF in a few days, maybe give me a week tops.

I'll still be on Skype and I may even lurk here occasionally but I do worry that will give me the temptation to post my inane comments and posts.

On Skype though I hope I will resist to message people first. I hope I can wait until other people actually want to talk to me first.

I had to vent this out here because I don't know I just had to express how I feel to my favourite forums of all time where all my best friends ever are.

I love and care about so many people here... and I don't wanna disappear for a while but.... I just feel like I need to...

Awww, Evie You're breaking my heart, dude. We all love you to bits here, you must know that. I certainly don't find you boring in the slightest, I think you're a funny, sweet guy who has the capacity to make a lot of people happy - and one day, someone special very happy.

If you feel like that now, you're probably just on a low cycle, which we all have. You have a terminal case of Being Human, it's nothing to be ashamed of. Never stop talking to people, especially people who care about you as much as we do.