I can't even...

[Little lunch]

She was also my brother and sister's instrumental music teacher and about six or seven years later she got married and my whole family went to her wedding.
I did not get an invite.
Everyone knew we had a thing going.
That's what I mean about it being a different time.

[Losty]

I hope that doesn't make me the bad guy.
I'm just telling it how it was.
Maybe things were different back in 86.

How could it make you the bad guy?? You were a child. A child in some pretty bad circumstances to begin with. It still makes her (your music teacher) the bad guy. She was an adult, in a position of authority, in possession of things you (as a child) needed like food and shelter and clothing. And she used those things to take advantage of you. Whether you wanted it or not is hardly relevant. Of course you wanted it, you were 15. Adults have so much more responsibility than just wanting things and having them, though. I doubt you were forever emotionally traumatized. I just still think it's wrong. A 30 year old with a 15 year old. It's disgusting in the 30 year old's part.