RE: How do Men/Women Experience Love?
July 18, 2017 at 2:01 pm
(This post was last modified: July 18, 2017 at 2:07 pm by ScienceAf.)
(July 18, 2017 at 2:06 am)vorlon13 Wrote: FWIW,
Dewey, or more specifically, my feelings for him are easier to have than what I experience with Brian. I don't 'stalk' Dewey, but ~ annually, I google a bit and he's alive and well, over a 100 miles from here, and living with the same man for many years. Curiously, I have a recent picture of him, but not Dewey. It's eerie how much he resembles Dewey.
Really.
Disturbing.
Well, anyhow, Dewey is alive and well and I'm content with that. Brian, well, Brian died, and that is way tougher. Way tougher by far. He's been gone longer than he was alive.
I've mentioned at 12 Steppers I don't know if folks that never met him are lucky for their omission or cursed perhaps for not having met a truly exceptional person and being diminished as a result. As for me . . .
That's a shame, how old was he? When he passed away
(July 18, 2017 at 8:40 am)pool the matey Wrote: Man oh man did she love me with all her heart. A pretty cute face too. One of those rare kinds of things were she actually falls for the personality kind of things..? Yeah yeah but shit fuck me dry I just could not get it up for her... Damn lol fuck, a cute face.. but not my type. It's not like I can just tell her sorry girl but you don't do it for my partner down there.. Soo.. I plot a plan and became an a hole, one that she would hate. Yep. I pushed her so far away she eventually didn't float back. Yeah that's when I finally figured, shit, I really her and like a cheesy male protagonist of a shitty romantic movie went to her with apologies and regrets only to have myself (rightly) kicked to the curb..off of her tiny little heart. Yeah she was tiny but our fights were huge. I even gave her a cute nickname. Cheered her up when she was down, she once said nobody ever made her feel good about her as much as I did and then in the end after driving an argument to the point where she broke down and cried.. I left like the dickhead I am. She said I was the first to make her feel so good and also so awful. Nobody ever was rude to the little thing after all how could they she had the face of a cat asking to get its belly rubbed meowww. Ah the poor thing best if my dumb ass isn't in her life anyway. I'm taking a time out as of now whoohooo. Damn, I need it. Feel so much less tensed now. Sometimes even sleep well. Love is sweet but shit will it drive you up the wall too if it's with the wrong person. Be practical.. If you go after the fee fees you won't make it..be with someone you know you can be with..anyway.. Don't be a mess (like me) learn from other's mistakes and when you finally break it, break it in Good terms.. Because you always want to greet with a smile..
I will take this as advice, thank you
(July 18, 2017 at 2:52 am)J a c k Wrote:(July 17, 2017 at 11:31 pm)ScienceAf Wrote: Atleast you guys like us cooking,
Tell me something about crushes then if you can
Well... where to start?
When I was a child... I had a crush on Wendy. My first crush ever from age six to about 13. I moved around everywhere and came back to town years later at 13. She held my hand as she presented me to all her friends and I felt like I was holding a superstar's hand. I was so proud, nervous, stupid hand sweating, and... guilty. Heh. Religion, ammiright?
When I was a little older... a crush meant I'd wait for him to fly from medical school once a month for a few kisses and poetry on his guitar.
Then it was a pair of glasses and long black curly hair. A crush meant I'd pass by the barbie isle at work more often than I actually needed just to see if this time, this time I'd remember how to talk.
There was the agnostic shorty who taught me how to... well... she taught me stuff that you're too young to know. Also, thanks to her I learned what an agnostic is, and that I didn't believe.
A crush is when you go to California four hours away to a concert. The girl who's waiting there is everything. You get lost and waste time, and then stuff happens and you have to run a mile in high heels to get to the car that will take you to her... and you do it because she's everything. When you get there and the car stops, and you see her and she turns around and looks at you... you feel tiny. She speaks and her voice is... everything. You have the best night ever by her side and nothing matters. Not even The Cure, because she's everything. So much so, that when she moves away it hurts like a mother fucking hole on your chest. But it doesn't matter, because you're no good for her anyway. You're too damaged. Heh.. people call that "the one that got away".
A crush is when she walks in the office every morning and you lose your swag. She can be a bitch and play with your feelings, and all she has to do is walk into your cubicle and fill it up with the scent of her shampoo, her hand lotion... and you just have to smile. Fuck. Need me to move your desk again? I gotchu.
A crush is when the person is waaaaay out of your league and they can make you blush like an idiot just by typing a few careless words. You look at them and see the special in them.. their brain is so amazing. Everything they talk about is interesting, even when it wasn't before. That brain, man. That face. That presence. Just being around them is a privilege and they know, and they're still cool. I mean... who doesn't like having a fan? Fuck. So beautiful.
A crush sometimes means you click with someone and want time to grow so you can stare at them, pay attention, dig into their head and pick out crumbs that nobody else has touched. Then you remember it's not your head to pick at, so you leave it alone and just... well, offer a high five. Because stories are better sometimes when all the pieces make sense and you use your reason to play the game. Walk away now, or stay another day. To make it make sense, or to fuck this one up as history knows. Damn. What am I saying? Lol
Crushes, right? But... I know nothing, Jon Snow.
Well, wow, that really does perfectly describe it
(appluad, you deserve a rep)
And ha, I get that referecne
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