Eve,
I cannot begin to understand your personal sufferings. I have known others with similar struggles, but having dealt with them personally it is difficult to give advice. Just know that you are not alone. There are a tremendous amount of people that care for your well being including those here on this forum and I believe every one of us will be here for you in any we can. Putting it down is a great first step and you are certainly far from being completely incapable. I also extend the invitation to reach out via PM for anything. Head up my friend.
I cannot begin to understand your personal sufferings. I have known others with similar struggles, but having dealt with them personally it is difficult to give advice. Just know that you are not alone. There are a tremendous amount of people that care for your well being including those here on this forum and I believe every one of us will be here for you in any we can. Putting it down is a great first step and you are certainly far from being completely incapable. I also extend the invitation to reach out via PM for anything. Head up my friend.
We are not made happy by what we acquire but by what we appreciate.