Because he spoke to me in a dream.
I was 17 and the dream started out that I was in a chapel and I was talking with a group of people in a circle, they were my family members.One of them asked me, so how are you Napoleon?I felt kinda down and disappointed and looked away.As I looked away I saw a stage and on the stage were hard working men who were setting up things for a play and were hanging up the back seenery of it.Then my mom got all excited and said" Napoleon!""There's Jesus!"I turned to see and it was Jesus walking toward us and he asked me to follow him, so I followed him to the back of the stage, he wanted to talk to me.So we were in back of the stage and there was this ladder that he rested on with his foot on and his elbow with his hand under his chin and I thought "UH" OH"!!!!!!!"Is this judjment day"?!"I was scared and disappointed.Jesus had this concerned look on his face and said really?why?
I looked to the ground and said, my edjucation, I havent finished it yet, My boyfriend and I and then I started nameing off all my sins to him and I was trying to explain to him things that words could not say and when I stuttered once, I felt like a suction went into my soul like a vaccum cleaner and my emotions came to suface and my emotions started to play infront of him, as I started to try to speak with it, all that came out of my mouth was fbbbbbbllllllahhhhhh fffaaablahhh!
He was listening to my soul speak to him in a way that words cannot discribe , even though Id stutter and say it wronge, he looked deeper than that into my heart.
And then he started speaking to me saying "be happy" " I know who my believers are",Be happy here, have paradise here doing the best that you can " I know your heart " I know when you'v tried".and then some day up there paradise will be much better" and I felt him cover me with his love and security.
I was 17 and the dream started out that I was in a chapel and I was talking with a group of people in a circle, they were my family members.One of them asked me, so how are you Napoleon?I felt kinda down and disappointed and looked away.As I looked away I saw a stage and on the stage were hard working men who were setting up things for a play and were hanging up the back seenery of it.Then my mom got all excited and said" Napoleon!""There's Jesus!"I turned to see and it was Jesus walking toward us and he asked me to follow him, so I followed him to the back of the stage, he wanted to talk to me.So we were in back of the stage and there was this ladder that he rested on with his foot on and his elbow with his hand under his chin and I thought "UH" OH"!!!!!!!"Is this judjment day"?!"I was scared and disappointed.Jesus had this concerned look on his face and said really?why?
I looked to the ground and said, my edjucation, I havent finished it yet, My boyfriend and I and then I started nameing off all my sins to him and I was trying to explain to him things that words could not say and when I stuttered once, I felt like a suction went into my soul like a vaccum cleaner and my emotions came to suface and my emotions started to play infront of him, as I started to try to speak with it, all that came out of my mouth was fbbbbbbllllllahhhhhh fffaaablahhh!
He was listening to my soul speak to him in a way that words cannot discribe , even though Id stutter and say it wronge, he looked deeper than that into my heart.
And then he started speaking to me saying "be happy" " I know who my believers are",Be happy here, have paradise here doing the best that you can " I know your heart " I know when you'v tried".and then some day up there paradise will be much better" and I felt him cover me with his love and security.
