Review so far of the Romans study

[Drich]

Still with the "forcing" gay sex on you, rather than taking pity and letting you suck the dick I know you really want a taste of?

See? I try to be nice and all you do is turn it around on me and try to hurt me with it. Never did or would I play games with the act of rape, even to make a point. That's what makes you a douchebag, and me just having a little bit of harmless fun with your religious fanaticism.

In other words, "the Christer dost protest too much, methinks". I'm deeply concerned about your rape fantasies, pal. I'd recommend talking to a therapist, or at least going to a BDSM conference and getting to understand why you hear someone tell you they'll let you suck their dick, as a question ("would you like to?" "How about one?"), and instead in your mind it becomes forcible. Tsk tsk.

I'll share a little bit more. There was one, and only one, time that anyone in prison dared to lay a hand on me, and yes, it was for that reason. He didn't know I'm ex-military, or that I've trained in martial arts since I was five. When he tried to drag me into a cell, I hurt him so badly that he had to be long-term hospitalized, with broken bones in his arm and his skull split against a railing, and I was taken to the county jail and charged with first degree assault (essentially, attempted manslaughter), though the charges were dropped the next day because the DA knew he was a serial rapist. I still spend weeks in the Hole over the attack, even though everyone in the dayroom, including the guard, saw that I was only defending myself-- the system Does Not Care™. After that, no one even so much as propositioned me, even though I got into fights for other reasons, as is common when you confine a couple of thousand Alpha Males in a small space for years. Some really big SoB's came at me, but I only really got hurt one time in nine years (by a Mexican guy smaller than me, with fists that hit like flying bricks). Them's the facts, whether you choose to believe it or not. The idea that a little shit like you can sit here with impunity and imply that I was raped should be hilarious to me.

However, I have had to sit at night in my cell, after lockdown, and listen to the sound of other people who did not have the advantage of my combat training or my legal knowledge (which made me useful to the "shot callers" who ran the gangs, and therefore untouchable), being raped in those locked cells. There's nothing funny about it, and never a point where it's okay to make that kind of joke. That's why I think you're almost as big a scumbag as the rapists who did those terrible acts, for turning what was essentially a drawn-out "blow me!" joke into a rape reference, and worse, an assertion that the only reason I would have brought up the topic of gay sex is because you think just going to prison and not being homophobic means somehow that I was raped, myself. You do a disservice to a real crime and a real epidemic, in addition to your Christian homophobia.

You fucking scumbag. And self-righteous, to boot. Amazing, the power of religious delusion.

Look sport, Your not in prison anymore, right?

Yet you seem to still feel like you have to be the alpha. I say that because just look at your last post and all you feel like you have to prove. look at how you react when challenged or perceive a threat. At what point do you turn the other cheek? Never? The only people who can't Ever turn the other cheek are those in prison.. Which you have been released from right? Yet here we are what 6 + weeks past the point where I initially slighted you? 2 weeks after you came out of the blue and started asking for homosexual favors? All because I suggested you might have some prison form of PTSD?

Do you not understand the term? It is not a term used to baseless insult someone. If you can not let something like this EVER go then how are your actions not related to a prison trauma?

Again look at your story look at what you had to do to live the way you wanted to live... How can you not be affected by that? Now look at what your doing, when you troll and flame taking your anger from one thread to the next. How is stalking me Not a direct result of the person who you had to become in prison to survive?

But, again are you still in prison? Yet you retain apart of that person who very much is... That my friend is a manfestation of post traumatic stress disorder.

Unless you were a closeted gay/Ass hole who held a grudge for way way too long, before you went to jail.