(April 6, 2016 at 12:56 am)ApeNotKillApe Wrote: God dunnit.
More or less.
I was always very inquisitive, and the common answer to many of the difficult questions I'd ask was always some variation of 'god did it/has a plan for you/works in mysterious ways' which is, frankly, a cop out and incredibly unsatisfying. I faked it for a while and really tried to believe, but never truly did. So, it wasn't so much deconverting from belief to unbelief, but rather finally admitting to myself that I never believed to begin with.
"I was thirsty for everything, but blood wasn't my style" - Live, "Voodoo Lady"