This life is my Heaven. It's not perfect, but it is marvelous and wonderful. I don't want to die, but I have to. It's the only obligation we've got when we are born. Nothing in me is eternal, only the energy I carry, which eventually will form new things. I do not long for an immortal life, all I want is to enjoy this one I've got for as long as I can and as pain free as I can. I cherish my friends and family now, make sure that all arguments we have are solved as fast as possible, so that when they die I won't regret anything.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura