My dad hates me/is kicking me out

[Aegrus]

I know life gets better I've heard that same cliche, sorry for being rude I respect your post greatly Cinjin and thank you, please bare with my stupid thoughts I understand they're silly I just feel like shit right now so that's what I'm putting out there .

I sadly don't have a vehicle, like I said I've been working part-time this whole time due to college never had the ability to afford a vehicle especially considering the expenses of car insurance, like I said I've been trying to move into full-time at my work but I have no idea how long I can wait on it, especially with this looming concept of getting thrown out lingering behind me throughout this.

I agree I shouldn't be making excuses I'm thinking of that right as I write a lot of this shit ironically :S, but right now thats all I can seem to think of that its near impossible for me to get out of this rut.

As for my location I'm from the United Kingdom, East Sussex, Hastings. Don't know of any Athiest groups, in fact never known any athiests my whole life.

Sorry for the cliche.