(February 7, 2018 at 1:33 pm)KevinM1 Wrote: My actual father was a child molester who spent ~15 years in prison. He's currently suffering from skin cancer that has eaten away parts of his face and skull, and I cannot wait until he's dead. I will find his grave and piss on it.....And would you be such a father to your children?
Kin isn't always a beneficial arrangement, and I've yet to see anything but unevidenced promises regarding your god.
Kin is a beneficial arrangement when righteous people full fill their roles.
All I've seen in my life despite the hardship and pain is nothing but full filled promises. God has given me more than I even knew to want or wish for. If you think God is dead, then maybe just maybe you have the wrong understanding of Him. Something so wrong He can't even meet you 1/2 way on as you are so far out there if He did, you'd be off making wishes to a monkey paw in a few months.
If you want to 'test' God do so on His terms and He has promised to meet you and carry you the rest of the way.
You will never get there on your own power/understanding.
