My mother believes in Jesus more than in me

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My mom and I were low-key arguing when I said she believed in Jesus Christ more than she believes in me.

There was no hesitation or second thought. She puts Jesus before her children.

I feel cheap and hopeless. I cannot process it. I do not want a relationship with her anymore.

Someone please make me feel better

Brace up! My dad is a Pentecostal Preacher. I am 58 years old. I have been an atheist since I was 13. How can I help you?

Are you still in contact with your father? How strained is the relationship?

I don't want a relationship with my mom. I have never felt so worthless in my entire life.

The problem is that I am disabled and cannot drive. She has provided me with rides and financial support.

I cannot be around her. I am scared