Grief and how it sucks

[*Deidre*]

I read your posts today, and appreciate very much, your insights and thoughts. I've decided to go to a grief support group, and talk to others. I'm not into one on one therapists, maybe they work, Idk. But, this sounds like it could be good to be around people who are a little stuck, off and on, and talk about it with them. Everyone has lost a loved one at one point or another, but I need to talk to people who are stuck at this one place with it. I think that part of it is that she did so much for me...and maybe it's even selfish at this point, my grief. I'm grieving not only over missing her as a person, but missing what she did for me? That sounds bad, but maybe this is how I'll get unstuck with it all, if I'm really honest about where the feelings well up at times.

Today, was a good day, it's not something I feel every day. But, when it strikes, it's like a brick on my head.

Thanks for letting me vent about it.