this may be it!

[Drich]

I don't like to see humanity fail, I don't think any sane human  does. But logic and facts matter. 

It always bugged me that my late mother took communion.I never stopped her from doing it,

that is a mightly white thing to do... as other 'savages' would obviously made her stop.

 but between that and her doctors, I knew doctors would extend her life, and they did as much as they could. But a God did not make her live forever.

why did she beat you for fun and not confess?
how bout this sport. pretend for a moment that science knows about .1% of the knowable universe. and may not have such a lock on the after life that you can say that with certainty. in fact if my life and what I have literally seen and experienced with my own eyes ears and hands, her life is indeed secure. if she was not beating you on the side out of spite.

And Vishnu nor Thor or Allah or Yahweh or Buddha have the power to extend eternity to humans. Death sucks, nobody wants it. But it is a reality all will face. It does not mean, in accepting that, that the one life one has as to be viewed as grim and fatalistic.

death is nothing. you should fear death no more than fearing sleep after a hard days work. it is the resurrection that will suck.

Drich, you like millions, if not billions of humans worldwide, are rightfully scared of this virus. I am too.

this virus i think i honestly already got like a week after it was reported. i still have a cough. my mom got 'the flu' from church a korean church were people come and go from korea weekly.. all the symptoms including the little known diarrhea.. reason the run on toilet paper.  all except the 99*F temp i went to 98 or something and that was it. by the time people were getting tested i was almost over all of it. you can hear it in my voice in some of my videos. even joke about having the zeeka virus/the pandemic when trump was up for election last time.

i'm not even afraid of loosing everything. my purpose here is to show or share as it happens how God intervenes or helps with my life.

But it isn't a result of a punishment to different tribes, or a battle between Superman vs Lex Luthor, or Darth Vader vs Yoda. This virus just is. Just like the meteor that wiped out the Dinosaurs. I think humans will survive this short term. But regardless, our species will not live forever. Even the sun has a lifespan.

we will see, but you might be surprised my life is not so random.. or it could be I am in God's hands here.

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Here ya go drich.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZsvF4Jfzw0

maybe you haven't seen my video on prayer

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Your god is sending you a message?

funny you should ask I was going to give my up date.

I prayed for wisdom and the opportunity to serve and know when to quit.

I was reminded by someone I haven't seen in years of all that God has brought us through from our beginnings till now. 
wife shared with me we were almost 50% more in debt that I knew i was almost ready to quit and then Going through the gov forms on this loan thing found out our debit to income ratio was about 17.5% or .175 normal income to debt is .4 or 40%. we for years and years were almost cash only until we got the car dealership and had to get what is known as a floor plan. allows you to buy cars at auto auctions. by sign and drive,
anyway this brough out debt up along with cash flow loans from the end of lst year which ended early. to me this was alot of money but in truth was only about 17%. So that kept us in the game finish out all of the paper work today so we will see. we are down 90% of the revenue we made this time last year.

Despite all the gubment help we have to come up with like 20K to close out the month. I petition/prayed to god that this 20K is my 'daily bread' what i needed.

started another video this morning and the phone rang for a equipment quote 8500.00 then again this guy needed a transmission job on a truck for 3500.00 then again compressor job 1800.00. dude wants a pick up truck to send to Puerto Rico 5500.00 plus fees and shipping. plus random payments from stuff we financed. at the end of 3 hours we got our daily bread. mind you my phone has not rang for work since the monday i got back and it was the finance company for the mustang. not only that i got 3 guys coming back to work monday...

so up date, the 8500 job fell through he wants to wait and see. and the PR truck customer was a no call no show.
but we did pick up some work and some other random repairs. and out phone got shut off today/we had to file for an extension.

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It would be fun to see Bich burn down.

this could be it.

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What if you make it?  Is that the q?  Well good on you if you do.  You might be a feckless spammer...but I don't wish anyone poor in this fucking country, lol. Especially right now.  

Personally, imma be fine.  Absolutely no hit to my income.  Guess I must be loved by the gods.  Will you take my word for it..or do you need me to rattle off some numerology?

what if we make it with no money is the question. if we do it is not because of anything we did as we have our hands tied behind our backs. we can not earn our way out of this. this will be a government bail out or it will be God sending money in a currently unknown way.

my whole life has been provided under the grace of God. i do not deserve nor have i been educated in any of this. yet almost 20 years of this on our own. get exactly what we need when we need it.

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Well Drich, do what Trump said industry would do when he invoked the war production act. Step up to the plate and offer to produce something we need now. In your case portable mortuary freezer trailers/trucks. Team with some of the other people in the industry you know to speed up production. Company 1 builds the chassis, company 2 builds the enclosure, company 3 builds the refrigeration system, and company 4 integrates everything.

I put in a bid to build 20 refrig trucks for coved testing material transport from the remote drive through test sites to the labs the test samples had to be refrigerated.

What hurts is I know we were the best/lowest bid. but polsi held back the funding for phase 1 relief for 3 weeks. in that time because work was slow for my suppliers, and they shut down. 6 out of 10. I can build the truck but no where i had originally bid. I can not accept the bid/check as 1 i can not meet the price or 2 the dead line we set.

Write a proposal explaining why your system is better, how long it will take, how many units you can produce in X amount of time, and that if awarded this project will save X amount of companies and Y number of jobs. Send it to FEMA, DHS, EMS for all the states, and the big cities. Start with New York and Chicago. Offer to build them at cost. After all the end goal isn't to make a buck, but save your company and help out your country in the process. After all cost includes not just your material and labor, but also your rent, utilities, office staff ect.. so you wouldn't be losing anything.

I will recalculate the builds and do that. maybe the get everything costs more/take longer

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what if those 93 billion light years of time and space are to be over seen one day in eternity future by souls who were set on this proving grounds to see if they stay on task and can be trusted to use what they are given for the glory of God?

Ever train an apprentice? to do your job? or part of your job? what about a son? even rebuild an old car or something with a son or as a son? why in the world would a man in charge of so much so many other things take the time to rebuild a 1967 mustang from the ground up with his son? is it for his benefit? or the boy's?

We are promised eternal life with God. do you think it is to be spent in heaven? what of the eternal nature of the universe? can't you see a possibility the 2 are eternal for a reason? And if we are to spend eternity in an eternal universe who gets the good jobs? who gets to captain their own starship? who gets the enterprise? who can be trusted with such a thing? oh wait Captain Drich was given a refrig company and a small crew of people to care for and protect. did he do a good job when no one was looking?

just a thought.

...why would I ever think that.

because i gave you the outline of what to think about

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and if i make it? what if i thrive? what if i make more money here in this mess than i have in years past?

that's what this is about. or it's about my new direction if i don't.

I find the whole notion that you have a massive boner over the pandemic is rather disturbing.

i find that you see a boner when i am having an open and frank discussion a little disturbing.

Face facts. Corona is not going to end the world, nor the human race no matter how much you want Ragnarok, apocalypse, rapture or any other of that religious shite.

you can't shut down the global economy for months and not expect an impact. that impact destroys lives.

This is always and only about saving lives.

to what end? if the world can't restart those lives become a new type of plague, a social economic plague.

The same lives you are happy to throw under the bus.

how did i do that?

Anyone with an ounce of compassion, or a love of their fellow human asks "What must we do to mitigate/prevent/slow the progress of the disease, or protect the vulnerable".

we have that answer. we had that answer for over a month now, why does this question have to still be asked? oh, that's right! to virtue signal for those who have not yet heard your specific position despite the societal move to follow these mandates.

You want to hasten the deaths. You laugh at them. You actively WANT the deaths.

i have no idea what you are on about.

The deserved words to describe that attitude would probably get me a suspension/ban.

then please share.