Becoming atheist

[JohnDG]

From what I have observed from all the theatrical theist communities and religious text. Is that Jesus, along with other religious figures were created out of necessity. Any theist community needs an ideal they attempt aspire to. For instance I believe this to be a subconscious motive to the Jesus myth and the reason he is considered god by Christians. When observed, theist attempt to act and behave as if god(Jesus) would, so if one were do what god(Jesus) would enough time's he would become god(Jesus) like in nature. It's what they want, what they desire and in doing so they would become somebody who is wanted and desired and accepted. Because god(Jesus) has power, if one were to become god(Jesus) like they too would have power.

This is really just a mix of mine and others personal opinions. Also with the help of my theist friend who is trying to be a better person for god and not be corrupted by the taint in modern churches this day.

I use to be catholic till about two years ago, I use to pray every night even though I didn't go to church. What made me drop out of the church before I changed my beliefs was basically the two faced nature of most theist. You just can't only be a theist on Sundays and expect to get away with your sins but I noticed people thought just by going to church you get a clean slate every week. Allot of crazy stuff has happened in my life and when I got older and stopped going to church I looked back and realized it was just me being very hope full little kid. God just couldn't possibly be all loving for me to have the life I did, then I thought not just about my self, other people in my family, my friends and then the world. Pretty soon I concluded that he didn't give a shit about us or doesn't exist. Not to mention that he purposely made us the way we are, every murderer, every rapist, every liar, every cheat, even Lucifer himself was created to be what he was against his will.